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Finding the answers – part 8 – final!
–Day 8 10am Waiting for someone to come and tell me that it’s time to see the head doctor. They said I would most likely be able to see him. But I won’t know until a little later. I’m just gonna tell...
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Waiting, waiting and waiting.
I just made a call to uppsala, where the transsexual hospital is (the place I’ve been going to). They told me I didn’t have a time booked with them, even though they said I would be getting a new...
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Let’s get this train going!
I’ve been meaning to write for a while now, but i just haven’t had the inclination. Been spending the last few weeks pondering about my future, and what i need to do. I keep hearing about “closing the...
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Helping another friend
I’ve written about a transsexual friend of mine on her before, and linked to her transition donation fund. And now i wanna do that with another friend, who recently made it known that she needs some...
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Mirror, mirror!
Transition It’s been about two weeks since i looked myself in the mirror, and i can honestly say that i’ve been feeling better for not doing it. I should probably try to confront myself at some point,...
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Transgender day of remembrance
I drew a little something something for this special day. Read up on it here http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Transgender_Day_of_Remembrance
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Therapist time!! And some paintings
Transition continuing Quite some time ago, i wrote a short blog post where i expressed my dissatisfaction with how long i had to wait until i could go see my therapist in Uppsala.. Well, the time has...
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What do I want?
I missed the train by a few seconds.. Needless to say, I was left feeling very depressed and disappointed in myself. Here I was, waiting for so long, and I blew it. Somewhere along the lines, I went...
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Rain, the story of a transsexual, turns 3 years!
I just wanted to make it known to everyone, that the comic “Rain” has reached the 3-year milestone! http://jocelynsamara.deviantart.com/art/3-Years-of-Rain-416678040 The art is good, the story is good;...
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Dysphoria, small town, close-mindedness.. I’m moving!
I have it really good where i am right now. I’m close t family, i have all the help i can need from various people where i live, i have a steady income, a one year contract with my job (That i may...
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Blogger’s block and naming a podcast application
I just got out of the blogger’s block of, and i’m ready to write about where i’ve been. At home. Seriously, nothing has really happened. I’m still in male to female limbo, and have no idea what will...
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Pretending to live in normalcy
I’ve taken a bit of a break from the podcast app i’m making (Which i might have a name for now) to catch up on podcasts, play some games and stuff. Played a bit of minecraft on the official unofficial...
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Self-sabotaging
When i was younger, i used to have a horrible habit of self-sabotating for myself. I would do it all the time. Missing parties that would probably have been fun, missing a meeting with a friend, etc....
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It’s my birthday
It’s my birthday. Woo! I didn’t really lay out a plan last year, of what I wanted done. Not that I’d want to. But I will say this. I honestly thought I would be further along in my transition at this...
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Finally, this Tuesday. And the developer blog
Two things i want to talk briefly about today. First of, i’m going to Uppsala this Tuesday. Hopefully, i can bring out some good news on the HRT situation afterwards. But we’ll see. Getting very...
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Jam tomorrow, shit today.
I just got done crying my eyes out at my therapist’s office. That’s a huge load off my chest though. I really had to get that out of me, I feel. So I went there and did yet another valuation. They...
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Spearmint is the herb of transsexuals
While standing in line at the store today, i decided i would buy some spearmint gum. Me and spearmint has a weird relationship. I quite commonly enjoy myself some sweet mint, and i drink peppermint tea...
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Excitement building!
You know. In some ways, this month seems to have gone on forever, but in some aspects, it’s come and gone. I’ve made some great strides in terms of my android app. I completed Pokémon X. All in all, it...
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It was.. Ok..
I felt a sense of apathy as i left the clinic today, and i’m not sure why. Lately, i’ve been thinking about a future for me, and to put it simply. I don’t feel very confident that i can live as a...
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Good news!
Yesterday, i got a call back (Already) from the clinic, and it turns out that they still want me to come! I can’t believe how lucky i am! This time, i’ve made sure that no more mistakes or...
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